I dont kno wut 2 do ne more ~ juss fuk the world ~ fuk wut u say ~ Its prolly all lies neway! ~ im sik of this shyt ~ it nevr was right ~ i wish i knew that ~ at the begining of that one night ~ you came up to me that one evening ~ we both knew ~ we culdnt control that feeling ~ but now its gone ~ nevr to return ~ and im left in the mud ~ already burned...

Who am I to tell u no ~ My heart knows it's wrong ~ but I just cant let go ~ Ur smiles make me cry ~ and ur tears do the same ~ Ur words leave me left ~ sometimes standing in da rain ~ But u always say ur sorry ~ and I tend to forgive ~ I've come to the point ~ where I dont wanna live

You hold my hand when i need it most ~ somewhere where i kno i can stay ~ u twisted me all up inside ~ with no where 2 hide ~ i feel so depressed, so lost ~ i dont kno where 2 turn ~ im in a space ~ ur all up in my mind ~ something i cant erase ~

Something inside me ~ eating me alive ~ i dont kno what 2 think ~ i feel i need 2 hide ~ a frozen kiss ~ helps me heal my pain ~ ur my antidote ~ to realize ~ what there is to miss ~

Bending double ~ folded over myself ~ aches my back ~ but it is nothing ~ to the ache ~ you left in front of me ~ physical pain ~ simple and clean ~ keep all those sharp objects ~ away from me ~

An angel in discourse ~ battles deadly sentiments ~ sickness flies ~ as I demand ~ I shall stay 'til I can't stand ~

Chemicals are breathing ~ peering up and seething ~ I'll torture not this body ~ strength will clear my mind ~